幸福醒了

最近我想了很多。想了过去，现在，未来。

听了这首歌感触了很多。

杨伟汉的[幸福醒了]

幸福醒了（主题曲）歌词
你睡了睡了睡得好甜在我的身边,
你笑了你做的梦一定是很甜,幸福,感觉,
慢慢贴近我身边,
就在你睡的那一边,
从来没有这样仔细看着你随你的呼吸牵动着我的心绪,
刹那之间,
向往已久的幸福的心中慢慢浮现,
看着你我突然觉得我好幸福,
可以感觉全世界为我祝福,
闭上眼睛,感觉清晰,藏不住爱更清楚,
看着你我真的觉得我好幸福,可以感觉全世界为我祝福,睁开眼睛,
可以肯定,拥有你的爱是我的幸福,
从你的掌心一直到我的指间,划一个圆圈许下了一个心愿,
不想太多,只想现在,而你一直是我最想拥有的明天. （这是病患者最想做的一件事）

中学时候的我偏爱看 AEC 的〈贤途有你〉。
每一集都呈现了我们社会里不被众人瞧不起的人。在节目里，他们/她们说出他们/她们成功克服的点点滴滴。

让我感到深处的是：有位患了癌症的患病者。她勇敢的积极面对事实和快快乐乐的过每天。她的快乐感染了身边的人。得癌症了的她从来不怨别人或老天。勇敢可嘉。

有一度想当心理辅导师，但自己只能辅导别人，而自己却做不到。所以，放弃了。

曾经的我因为胃痛的骚扰而讨厌自己。总觉得自己很没用。常常弄父母担心。小学的我假期，我都会半夜被父母载送去槟城医院， 因为胃痛折磨了我。有时会有结束自己生命的冲动，但到最后那只是想想罢了。

来大都市读书得到了父母和公公的不允许，但还好有哥哥和叔叔们的鼓励。温室里的小花的我最终还是做了这个决定来这里。独自个人在人生地不熟的读书，刚开始很后悔。但来大都市读书时我迟早的事， 慢慢的安抚自己和加上关心我的MC的同房朋友和陪伴的我的朋友。

尽管如此，父母还是担心我，可能我只会投诉我的不适和不高兴。 直到念晓师姑告诉我和我懂了这个道理-〉你不要让父母担心，你就不要担心父母。 我担心可能父母有不高兴，他们都不会告诉子女们。经常打电话问候可让父母减轻了担心。

加油了，向前看。把昨夜当教训，把现在当努力，把未来当目标。

Relationship

Just back from Bentong.

Bad day for today.. ;(

Happy day for yesterday. =)

My mind still cant stop thinking at yesterday night yam cha with his good friends.

Another Mr lung (Lung mean "fei" in Chinese) i met.

Thanks anyway. [Hope the Mr. can fulfill his Penang trip's dream..keke..]

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Justnow I met her in MSN and I took initiative to greet her.
Luckilly she replied me..
Asked her about my curious regard her guessing.
Got expected reason.
Anyway, I didn't ask more for that.
Her answer is not important for me just fulfill my curiousity.
but I am happy with it
and hope her happy forever with her bf.

* She is my ex-classmate. That day, we were not really good friends but we talked frequently since she sat side with me and was separated by a lorong in class. After AN INCIDENT, we talked less and scared to meet each other. I quite scared of class reunion when back penang. However, after this year reunion, the fear is discarded (Hope so.). Struggling whole night because the fear and luckily get advice and console from him. Seem like stupid lor, suffer due to "old old " case.

Melacca trip before new sem

This was my second time I dont know how to read and interpret my course timetable after join UTAR. First time was during first sem of my foundation, for sure i dont know how to read and interpret my course timetable lar..See the complicated timetable, i felt suffer. >.<
I hope the second week could be much more better with no changes class or exchange class.




Back to my holiday. (Got a bit late to post it)


I spent my day before new sem start in Melacca trip. It was 4 days 3 nights trips. 2 nights stayed at Aldy Hotel (upstair of Bamboo hunt or near 红屋). The trip was accompanied with my second elder brother and his gf. Seem like i became light bulb..haha..





The trip's schedule was organized by my elder brother's gf.




First day (28.05.09; Thursday)

- Started journey from Penang at 9am and reached Melacca at around 5pm. Dont get shock..The journey to Melacca is less than the time. The-long-hours journey was coused my uncle "tumpang" our car to KL to Menara Yayasan Tun Abdul Razak. But we got lost in KL.. *Shameful because stay more than 1 year in KL still get lost in KL.*

-Had our dinner with my second eldest bro's gf 's sistersss..at restaurant (I dont what name ady and dont know where it place). After that watched Angel and Deamon midnight movie at "dont noe" cinema (a.k.a the coldest cinema in Melacca)..Seem like MBO




Second day (29.05.09; Friday)

-Slept until 9am. Rushed to bath in order to get free breakfast which provided by the hotel. Delicious big breakfast set..;)

-Officially started our trip in Melacca. Start from 红屋, Istana Kesultanan Melayu. and then rest..ya..rest at Dataran Pahlawan.. For girl's nature, rest become shopping..Haha..Shop until 3pm and had half price sushi on belt at Sushi House.

-Had light dinner at Satay Celup. Then went to Jonker street.. Bought so-called-hair-pin cost rm15. It is made from Taiwan. Nice. I like it. At the end, we shopped at there from 8 something until 11:00pm. However, my brother promise to meet his ex-uni friends at 10:30pm. Which mean it was over time d..After that, we had so-called dinner at mamak. (Dont ask me the name of mamak stall..I dont know. Gosh, din remember shop name..)





Third day (30.05.09; Saturday)

-Slept until skip breakfast. Checked out from Aldy Hotel. Had Chicken Rice Ball as lunch at "still dont noe" restaurant (but not 古城鸡饭粒).

-Lot of plan for that day due to many people will join us. That day was last paper of MMU final exam, mean that my brother's gf 's sisters will join us in visiting Melacca as well as my third elder brother.

-Noon: Checked in King's Hotel which in front of Melacca Pantai Hospital. Before that, we went to Melacca Zoo. Amazingly, we saw Chimpanzee smoke. Dont know which wasted people give it cigratte. It can smoke as like as human being from the way to hold the cigratte and blow out the smoke. Dont know next time, I still can see that chimpanzee (Bcoz kena Lung cancer rate increase lor). I also saw quite special monkey like what Quan shao like. Pink butt monkey as well as rainbow color of face and pink nose. *Too bad no photo available. All are at my brother's gf there.*..

-Night: Plan= Take boat to round Sungai Melaka, Jonker street craving for Asam Laksa and Gula Melacca Ice kacang, Menara Taming Sari, Eye On Malaysia, Eye On Melacca.
End up= Took boat to round Sungai Melaka, Jonker Street but we were late, finish ady, Menara Taming Sari. Eye On Malaysia and Eye On Melacca==> Not enough time. =(

Anyway, i felt that Eye On Malaysia in Titiwangsa was much more prettier bcoz Eye On Malaysia in Melacca only display white in color rather than rainbow color.

I like Menara Taming Sari. Good. Excellent..Really enjoy to view whole Melacca city.

I dont have camera with me.So grabbed photo from another blogger.

Last Day (31.05.09; Sunday)

-Initial plan to have breakfast at Mc Donald near Melacca Zoo there. It is claimed as the most delicious Mc.D in Melacca. I dont know how true it is. But in the end, we changed plan due to inconvenient.

-Helped to move house. Bcoz my brother's gf 's sister already graduated.

-Noon: Back in KL.