Industrial training

Final is just around the corner..
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Time flies again~~
Went through all the 14 weeks...
After final, 3 months sem break is replaced by INDUSTRIAL TRAINING
What to do??
Since it is OPTIONAL, i can choose not to go..
but i din do like that...
Still, i applied to have industrial training in Hospital Lam Wah Ee in Penang island.
I get approval..
After get to know the detail from the hospital,
I am like .....
"working day Mon-Fri 8.30am-5.00pm,Sat 8.30am-1pm,
report your self on 6/10/08,9am in Lab, bring your own Lab coat."
Saturday need to work??
-.-
No choice..no choice...
That is my decision..
Fact cant be changed anymore..
Only..i accept it..
Think in another way, i can fill my free time (saturday) with useful stuff....
"wink???"

Re：小手牵大手？？

Story is grabbed from nixxie blog. The reason i put this story is to suit one of my blog that i have been posted before.

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, 'Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river.'

The little girl said, 'No, Dad. You hold my hand.
' 'What's the difference?' Asked the puzzled father.
'There's a big difference,' replied the little girl. 'If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go.'


In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours... (Anon, 2008) ^^

遇到

歌手：恶作剧之吻 歌曲：遇到

你身上专署的陌生味道

是我确认你存在的目标

不用爱会掌握了知道竟是

我们相隔着一个街角

沉默久了还是可以感到

感觉的到你对我的重要

不会被天黑天亮打扰

你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到

我比谁都更明白你的重要

沉默久了我就决定了

决定了你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到

我答应自己不再庸人自扰

因为我要的我自己知道

只要你的肩膀愿让我靠

^^

领悟

21.08.08，我被邀请去慈青主办的“中秋晚会”。
开始，我一直挣扎要不要参与， 不懂会不会闷。
最后，就想去看看怎样呀！毕竟，近期很忙也很压力，就去哪儿解解压。
地点在plaza prima Setapak 的第十楼， 就在我先在住的屋的楼上。

到了那儿，慈青们都很热烈的欢迎我们的到来。
我不是第一次被这种欢迎方式来迎接我的到来。
过后，我们自我介绍。
然后，唱唱歌（是慈济歌还是慈青歌，不懂？）。
唱歌加上手语（满特别）。

过后的环节是“环保”。
这环节让我受益不少。
环保听多了，但要怎样环保呢是个学问。
环保不只是把旧报纸，塑料罐等等收集了把它们拿去回收环保。
原来，我们应该少使用汽车。 这会减少二氧化碳的产生。
吃多少就拿多少。吃的分量少， 我们就拿少。
等等....

接下来的环节是使用回收材料自制灯笼。
大家使出自己的创意。

最后一个环节是观赏《大爱》影片。

经过那晚会，我开始有点领悟。
在短短的两个小时，我能感受无压力的心情。
我的父母是德教会的委员。
就像我的爸爸，假如早放工，他都会德教会看看走走。
可能对他们来说，去哪可能可他们减压和忘掉烦恼。
假如有什么庆典，他们都会很踊跃的参与。
就像每个农历七月，爸爸妈妈每个晚上都会去德教会参师。（不懂什么庆典。）
整整一个月，有时想要找妈妈谈些事都很难找出时间。
有时很讨厌，很讨厌为什么爸爸妈妈都经常管德教会， 把我们都忽列了。
现在懂了他们的作为。
做善事有时是那靠那颗心。
不管多忙，只要那颗心还在，做善事是少不了。

沟通

不懂何时，
口头语言的沟通不在有了，
换来的是无言的沟通的。
什么事都是最后一分钟才知道。
知道的时候也是太迟了。
有时很怀疑，
不懂是怎么一回事。
有时感觉要顺别人意做的话，
是很很难也很辛苦的事。

*想了很久，不懂要不要把心理的话搬出来。
就在无法忘记的情况， 就得发泄了。

Should I??

My mind always get into this question.
Should I tell him what am i thinking about?
Should I tell him anything about my stuff??
Should I ?
and
Should I??
Definately I tell him what happiness in my life..
But...
For the sadness and painfulness..
I always to think twice and think a lot..
Thinking what the result after i tell him..??
What will he do???
And
What can I do??
Normally what he can do, i can easily to get it..
I am a kind of person don't wish to share my painfulness and sadness with other even him..
I prefer to keep it and let me to suffer myself..
As a result, i get into a suffer myself situition.

At beginning of journey, one of my hometown best friend adviced me...
Try to tell him whatever your thinking..
Let him know what you want and what you think..
I did..I did..
but I found that there is not different after i tell him and NOt telling him..
Desperate....>.<

Hate my life now totolly!!!
Tests and Stomach Ache attack and trouble my life...

想太多 >.<

Really time flied..


2 months past...


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开始...


想太多的日子开始...
想了太多，自己变得不快乐。
逼自己不去想，但情况变得更糟糕。
反而自己想得更加更加多。
是怀疑吗？？
是信心吗？？
这到底是什么一回事?

很想说“对不起”。
P/s: 不要在事情过后才来后悔和道歉。
就在事情前不做让你后悔和道歉。

小手牵大手

Word of my Feeling

When days past by, we can see each other clearly.
That is a point quarrel come toward.
As our Management tutor said: For Couple, it should have quarrel.
I am totally agree with it.
Recently, I don't know what wrong with me.
Everything that i see, I feel not comfortable with it.
What he did, I have some comment on it.
I think the problem come from me.
Stress again attack me. >.<
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For me, quarrel is none stop happened in my life.
It causes my life from a flat mode to become a flactuate mode.
It is a wonderful life.
So everyday, it is not a same..
Always, I try to find those new things.
Find how to be a new..
Sound like i "hate old and like new" (喜新厌旧)
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Just now, i read one of my friend's blog.
He said he found that many people read his blog and he start to write his blog based on the reader.
For him, blogging is not longer a place for him to shout out what he want to say.
I also got such feeling.
Not neccessary all my thinking can be posted on it.
Sometime, after i blog, I dont know what is my purpose of post my blog.
It is untill i need to write a title for it.
I am like what am i write.

爱没有重量，爱不是负担，而是一种喜悦的关怀和无求的付出。